Entry 2: Hopeful and Hopeless

Kaylan’s Struggle Diary

Written on August 9, 2013 

I don’t know why I just don’t freakin’ do it. It has to be easy. I just have to look him dead in the eye and take him on. Yet my fists aren’t as sturdy as most men. It’s that fear of taking life head on, but then just bounce back and fall flat.. it’s holding me back. And now I still don’t have any plans. I still wish I could have been raised in a different way to be someone brave and with confidence. 
Why am I like this… Damn you. Instead of just doing it and sorting your thoughts out you’d rather hide and pull back, running away from the life that’s ahead of you… 

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