Entry 14: Still in Need

Why do I still feel needy, and why can’t I stand on my own, still? I THOUGHT I had all the inspiration necessary to do what needs to be done, yet instead, I still feel lifeless and unenergetic. Obviously, something has to change. I’ve got to give more than what I was used to. I… I just do not want to fail myself…


Entry 13: Rehab

I don’t want to be strong. 

Why would I rather be weak than move on? I don’t want to be like them. 

Just take me away from here.